Things happen when you usually do not expect it. I usually over think about the things that surround me. I keep on predicting what will happen next in a certain situation. I assume and I expect... But there was one thing I did not see it coming... The time where I became a champion.
Death. I've been very innocent before about death. I just knew that when you die, you just stop living. I didn't know what feelings and other things lie between and on death. But now, I know...
Every people has its weakness and demons inside. Some are just good at hiding it but everything of it has a limit. Everything of it will be visible as time goes by and breaks down whenever we can't handle it anymore. Lately, I met mine, my demons, my weaknesses and it's been a war. It's a battle between life and death.
I was like a crippled then that lost his footing. But every crippled has his CRUTCHES. And YES, these are the people who's been my HUMAN CRUTCHES whenever I lost my footing.
Everyone of us, we always have our soul mates, our partners in crime, our family by love, and unbiological sisters. Of course, I do also have mine. I seriously thank my school for giving me such opportunity to have these people though I hate school most of the time. Hahaha. These are the people that I can't really forget and will always be special to me no matter what.
As an only child of the family, the feeling of having a sibling is always lacking. It's kinda weird though that I don't want to have one instead I wanted to have an OLDER sibling especially a boy one. Maybe this is also influenced by my close friends that always been complaining about their siblings. I realized that it's not that easy to have one and I really don't like that. Sorry not sorry. (Hahahaha.) My mom is always been supportive and a jolly one. She's always been strong for life, and for us and that what makes me salute her. She's always positive and has a soft heart to others that she inherited to my grandma, her mom. Mom's been disciplinarian also. Even though I'm an only child, she didn't spoiled me and she teaches me about life and how it works. She has done so many things for me and I'm still hard headed to her but I know someday, I'll repay all those effort of hers.
When everyone is new to things or to people, we are used to introduce ourselves. So that's what I'm going to do now, hi! I'm Madel Vistal Barluado. 15 years of age and living in the province of Davao del Sur, somewhere in Mindanao. I am very complicated that even myself can't explain but I'm sure as hell that I could mix and mingle at everyone. I run a lot of things in my mind. I have many plans in my life. I have many dreams just like an ordinary person. I belong to simple and loving family. I'm just the only child and as people usually think, it's kind of lonely and lucky though I really don't think that it's a big deal being an only of child of the family. We're not that wealthy but enough to eat three times a day or even five. I study in a Catholic school during my elementary and now, high school days. There, in school, is where I found my friends, a life to enjoy, and dreams to achieve. I do have also hobbies. Before, I was never fond of reading until I got curious for my friends in the internet keep on posting their books or about their books they read. I thought it's pretty cool and nice to read a lot of books and especially you can learn new things from them. I also love to write. I've been writing now for almost a year and it started when I got in our school publication and been in-charge in the sports column-English. I think it's the fate that brought me in that place because I really also love watching basketball games (even though I'm a girl. Trust me, I almost knew all about basketball.) and improved my knowledge about the game. And from that moment, I've been interested into literature and anything about writing or reading. I'm just a plain girl after all. I don't usually go out in malls or everywhere I like because sometimes I really don't have pennies (and yes, I'm not ashamed of it) but I really like to. I usually read Wattpad, surf in the internet, fan girl over boybands, sound tripping, blog, or just do household chores and school projects aside from school everyday. See? I'm just a simple girl but trust me, it's my mind that complicates everything. ;) Will know more about me in next posts in this blog. Thank you for reading! - Mx
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